Selamat Hari Raya

Selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin to all my frens. May u haf a wonderful raya! *hugs*

MSN nicks and me

Have u ever felt so stupid in life that u regretd things u did?

Have u ever felt so happy coz someone (who's a stranger to u) noted that u have a unique face and a pretty smile?

Have u ever felt so humilated coz u fell flat on ur ass infront of thousands of people?

Have u ever felt so brilliant coz ur lecturer complimentd ur framework and askd every each of ur frens to follow ur steps?

Have u ever felt so talkative coz u won a debate?

Have u ever felt so lonely, to the extent that crossword puzzles are the only thing that can entertain u?

Have u ever felt so angry and frustrated at a certain sumone but realising that he or she is the one who can make u smile too?

So if people think that im not ok..people are simply wrong. I am perfectly ok but my life isnt hehe besides no one life is made perfect isnt it?

;)

drama and more drama to come

When i tot guy problems is least of my concern now, One of my GFs made us talking about ONE TREE HILL last Wed and after all those talks, she made me realised that people tend to lie to themselves in order to hide the truth. (Yes babe. He shud've jes told u that he still haf feelings for u bt wat good wud it make rte?) Again without all this drama in life, life wud be totally dull. Unless ur the ones who tak suka take risk, drama wud be the least of ur 'priority' in life.

*bubbles*

*more bubbles*

My advice? Me saying? = babe? isnt it better this way? hehe u and him (altho still ada feelings for each other) but u guys are still in good terms. Bestfren even! =)Good aint it?

Nhoots speakin of bestfren..it still got me question. Is there such thing as BESTFREN in life? There is BUT its hard to find frens who can stay thru ur ups and downs.

*bubbles*

*more bubbles*

Hehe i dun really noe wat im babling abt, but all i noe is that life is ONE TREE HILL, life is ORANGE COUNTY and life is a big ROLLERCOASTER. U either face it or leave it :p *ur pick*

my mcdreamy

Life is not perfect. Life is so weird (at times) that u get all confused and bonkers but sometimes life (to u) is soo perfect that u tend to ignore ur surrounding! damn! confusing aint it?

Anyhoo gettin back to mcdreamy. YES! Everyone in life wanna meet their ideal man/woman! If they cud, they wud want a great guy/gurl to be w them tru thick and thin! As for me, i definetly wanna meet my MCDREAMY one day! Sooner or later yes?

My mcdreamy: A guy who can make me smile thru all occasion. Basically a guy who can cheer me up wen im down, my shoulder to cry on, hands to hold to and always there to share my happiness as well. A guy thru fun and tears!

My mcdreamy: A guy with passion. He have dreams and i wanna be there to help him build his dreams. A guy who is educated and noes how to have fun at the same time.A guy who i can argue with over silly things (spice up ur life yes?)

My mcdreamy: A guy with gorgeous attitude. Clumsy, funny, hilarious, cute, adorable, sarcastic. Simply amazing. Sumone like Seth Cohen from the OC hehe ;)

My mcdreamy: *sigh* basically sumone who understands me well. who can deal with my attitude anytime, anywhere. who can company me shoppin for hours. Oh and i would do the same thing to that guy as well. compromise yes? ;)

It mite sound so typical but YES i do wanna meet my mcdreamy! *sigh* maybe one day yeh?

<3

indenial

I hangout with my cousin, Bilah last sat nte. We had this long talk about life and how it affects us indirectly. t started from our education and sumhow it diverts to boys! hehe typical aint it? ;) we waffle and waffle alot about things & the next thing i noe i realised that ive been indenial all this time. YES! Indenial! After that talk we had, i realised that everything seems to come and go in our life. apparently Bil & i share the same life experience. It suddenly got us question, "Why are we always 'there' at the wrong time?" It got us question things that we shud not.

Funny yes? Its funny how this all happens. In the end the only thing we said was "maybe there's hikmah behind all this". Yeh mayb.

Being indenial sux! So basically wat im tryna say ere is, go out and get what u want before its too late. If u think that shoes is nice, get it. If u think u want to b on top of the class, study smart. If u think u like that sumone, tell em. Altho u mite not get em, at least u tried! (hehe kan kan bil?)

Oh and wat i learnt from sat nte was taking ppl for granted is not a good thing. Coz karma sticks. What goes up must go down. What goes around, comes around. hehe

Allrte ppl. Puasa is around the corner. My granny's pais daging! hmm nyaman tu for sungkai!

Xoxo

one day one new edition

I takde intention to type today but for hell of a reason its more satisfying typing rather than doin nothing yes? ;)

Special note to my dearest closest friend (i regard him as one, duno if he does):

Dumdum! Uni's boring without ur aura around :p well actually uni's boring w/o having anyone to bully around. Boring nada orang kan dibawa to the library *i noe u hate the lib* and nada orang kan dibawa luncheon! Boring nada orang kan company saya study di CZ! Not that i cant bring anyone but the fact that having u as my partner in 'CRIME' is soo siok! =)

Etime i makan mertabak, i always ingat u! Etime i drink teh-tarik, i always ingat u! huhu as corny as it sounds, awu wah i cant help admiting that i miss having u around! as i said, if only i haf that 'lampu ajaib' so i can make u smaller and bring u everywhere i go! hehe

nways best of luck in everything u do ok? i noe ur the best bt ur jes malas. i haf all the faith in u dumdum! If ada JOB belanja saya ah? If kahwin CALL me so i can be ur pengiap! hehe :p

Oh oh i wanna wish CONGRATULATIONS as well to my crazee SENIOR, Aisyah!! =) Saya rindu awak girl. CONGRATULATIONS as well to all my seniors including my beloved AB MAHRAN! <3

i cant wait to get out of uni! =p

~i cant take my eyes of you~

simply irresistable hehe

i want a new gadget. i can simply get my eyes of that white sony erricson. simple and elegant. if i cant get em' i'll try my very best to get the nokia e61. i think it is e61.



anyone? *hint hint* hehe ;p

dinner pics!

Suddenly i miss being under pressure. it feels accomplishing no? i miss them! hehe seriously boys and gurls? i actually miss all of u! miss us being in one room, hating each other, boys sasak gurls, gurls sasak boys haha ;p bt in the end its all good yes?



Another picture of all of us =)

*sasaks*

im frigginly annoyd by the simple phrase that goes "things wud be better next time". For some reason that phrase is gettin old! Everyone keep on saying that but fail to provide proves!

wth rte? Im sic n tired of this game! Im tired of facing it again n again n knowing that i be gettin the same outcome! Foolish jua tu! mcm once bitten twice shy kinda thing. is that even rte? bt watever it is, seriously foolish jua tu kan?

Fudge as hell! My door is apparently close for sumone like u! I've flashd the "DO NOT ENTER" sign many times now. Sendiri mau faham lah ah?

anger jes keep on coming to me nwdays! sorry if saya emotional bt its time of the month!

something more

Everyday is a new day for me. I learn new bloody things from good to bad. I learn that things can never be the same as soon as u touched them. I learn that in order to re-new things u need to re-new them as soon as u got the chance. I learn that everything wud never be the same unless u make an effort to it.

*wham* i dunno wat sheet im talkin about but whatever it is, everything seems so uphold. haha wat the heck is uphold again? EXACTLY! I love creating my own words altho i myself wud go bonkers if i forgot wat it means. Basically i love goin bonkers each day! haha macam nada life kan? BT wth rite? ;)

Speakin of which, there is so many pending presents that needed to be give out bfo puasa. hehe i owe 3 frens bday gifts! Sorry babes and boys! im alil broke rite now iatah tu. soon ada tu santa clause datang arah u ur doorstep and taruh presents! Wait sja ah? "Sabar bah bui" haha :p

Hmm apa lagi ah..mcm banyak saja tadi i need to post den now mcm i blank! huhu ;)

alrites! I guess im done for the day! Btw to my closefren, thanks for lettin me kacau u in the middle of the nite :p abiskan ur credit again! hehe but thanks yeh? i noe i can turn to u on every occasion. Ailabeaou u noe~ *hugs*

like no other

I cant keep on whining about things each and every day rte? For some reason *wham* that news kinda hit me straight to my face. Seriously wat is wrong with the world? why do i haf to be everywhere at the WRONG TIME? *shucks* I talkd to a fren about it. He adviced me to go with the flow and i think he's rite. Its not like santa gave me presents everyday. Basically saying its not like good things come in everyday!

Im jes simply bangang now! How i wish things is not this complicated yes? hehe ohwells life goes on..

Btw Dinner is soo coming up! This 18th bebeh! Cant wait! Be seeing KA AUDREY again!! cant wait to be all PACAH n HYPE up! ;)

More EAIC pictures =)

*i friggin love the gurls so very much to the bone* hehe ;)

more hari bahagia to come?

hehe so my malay is preti much lawa lately. hangin out with dayat and Juwaidah totally given me a new definition of life. As i sed, more hari bahagia to come. Everything seems to go my way lately. *dun mean to sound like a selfish brat bt hey things does come my way lately* ;) I smile and i smile and i smile. siok!

wat else? GUYS! hehe he is definetly a nice, trustworthy fren who i can rely on certain stuffs. dude! seriously the more sweeter u are, the more crazier i am. the more nicer u are, the more i think ur cute! hehe

next? as i sed..life is preti much siok lately. i had this talk with nani. i told her wats been goin on in my teeny weeny life and she preti much understand. Basically my definition of fren wud be, 'thru tears and joy' and as far as im concerned my true fren wud be her. YES nani! u are definetly my TRUE fren. I love u to bits and pieces.

Who do i MISS now? I definetly missing my crappish seniors, Aisyah, Emad *esp* and Si Abu! haha i miss hangin out with them. Ohwells hope to see u all around k? *sniffs* i be there during the graduation day! CONGRATS to u all btw. hehe more butterflies and rainbows to come yes?

Wells i guess im done for today. Gotta buzz.

Lotsa love,

Aizah 21 =)

motorolla? sony ericsson?

wic shud i pick? motorolla? or sony ericsson? is that even how u spell it?

haha i is not talkin abt the fone here. but i is talkin about somethin else.

*sigh* i think i like his sweetness, his nice nice attitude BUT im trying hard to refrain my bloody hell from layan-ing him. *sigh again* why kan?? why does it haf to be this way? *sigh again* *more sigh*

i guess its me being prasan and shits bt wth? hold on, the writings, the nice-ness, the care, the watever..dun u think this all will make u prasan as well? hehe ;) oh wells..i'll wait for the rite time =)

mwahhahaha i is crazee..i haf soo soo many many problems rte now. my crazee bespren, my hell life..hehe ohwells watever it is im is soo glad ppl around me is soo friggin nice and pacah. ;)

i is to the love2 u all! *mwah*

Xoxo

confusion

im pretty much confused rite now. apakan guys ani. they sweet pasal they frenly kah? why kan tu? they sja2 kah want to play with ppl's heart? why kan?

hehe confused jua ku tu! cana kan tu? guys ani sja2 sweet so that gurls layan them kah? den if the girl like, they just run2 away..hehe atu kah? is that how guys work nowdays? ;) hmm im more den confused now! Doofus tah banar!! sasak ku brabis! owells~

another nite another star

=D *i grin i smile i breathe i live*

another nite another star? hehe TRUE! another day another storee. He is totally the sweetest creature on earth. I think im indenial at the same time. i guess he's jes being frenly. he's definetly not into me coz he dun really noe me. yknow wat so sweet abt him? He companied me to the salon *the crowd goes awwww* ;) i like eh! He so friggin friggin completely 100% sweet!

wat more do i want kan? i noe wat i want!

i want PROVE! ;) help?

xoxo

*flutterby*

Terpesona AGAIN

*sigh* im in btween. Btween scared and terpesona ;) hehe crazee as it sounds i think im beginning to like it. BUT it is confusing at the same time. as i sed im totally in btween. Tapi siok! haha apakan tu? Whatever it is...im totally terpesona!

Its gud to haf a good morning msg as well =) *happy happy*

Xoxo im on cloud 21 *winx* FLUTTERBY eh!

Dear You

Dear bespren or shud i say x bespren.

hehe its weird calling u x bespren but i think i need to get used to it. its weird how last 2 nites ago was our last time hooking up. its weird how last 2 nites ago was our goodbyes.

thanks for being honest and trust me it sux being in this position as well. But i guess our decision is the best kan? Our last nite together was actually FUN yknow. we spent the whole day together and we went to our fav places. haha we actually went to royal regelia. wth kan? ;) Oh my! it was damn fun pulang. we had tea di atrium..we had dinner di portview. our fav places yes?

u told me that i looked so calm that nite. u told me i looked so happy knowing that, that nite wud be our last time together. trust me. u dun noe wats goin on inside. u dunno how much i cried when u drove away. u noe it sux knowing that i cannot hangout with u anymore? u noe it sux knowing that i dun haf anyone to call my besfren?

im sorry if u love me too much. i love u too yknow. this wud not go away because my love for u is strong as hell can be. u sed "bespren? we will be there for each other ok? but if i or u cant come, we noe that we will be in our hearts forever"

damn as corny as it sounds, i noe u will always be in mine.

Xoxo ;)

back again

hehe i cant help but blogging again and again. so crazee hehe ;)

pictures pictures:

my kawan2 yang i sayang =) the pacah ones. Mummy Amy, Me the talkative, Juwaidah the loud one and Dayat yang ter-amat babu pacah! hehe







=) i smile ALOT! haha Boo! My eyes is watchin u! jes u! hehe ;p wat a crazee pacah insyd jokes!

cringe but sweet ;)

isnt is nice to have a msg appear on ur fone every single nite altho its only a goodnite msg? ;) it does tuck u to bed dun u think?

it is quite cringey bt i find it damn sweet.

=) *terpesona*

i haf a feeling that im gonna watch pirates again ;) *winx*

Superman returns!

ppl ppl ppl hehe ;) i tengok superman returns already! hehe my hot boi! soo damn hot on screen! awww and u noe wats better? the company is good too! indon tah benar! i realised that i keep on repeating indon tah benar ever sinz cupid knock on my door. huhu cupid is around. *im jumpin up and down* lalalala~ u noe how it goes rite? boi finds gurl cute. gurl thinks boi is hot. they met and fall in love! haha i dunno wat im talkin about but watever it is happy moments is around the corner..aww much?

corny much mayb! hehe bt the heck. who cares kan?

*i smile more den anyone* hehe

bsyds superman returns, i tengok pirates sudah! Jonny is the coolest man alive. funny gayish but lawa. haha im never this hyper until i hangout with the pacah-est gurls on earth. "awu nyanta..andangnya tu. tuha2 ani tah ber-ulah cemani. cubatah kalau muda nda cemani nyamu" haha we dig on brunei2. we find it funny bt heck thats wat make us alive in the office! i dun care if ppl find it lame. hehe i dun care wat ppl think anymore =) dig in babeh!

even better? my malay dictionary is so helpin me now. ive been writing in malay now. wic is good yes? hehe suka eh!

i better move on now. hehe i'll go crazee later. Xoxo

21 is so hyper. she's a flutterby! *winx*

whatever happns hapns!

funny how things change in the spurr of a day. funny how one day your lovers next day your strangers. one day your bestfriends next your well known enemies, and its funny how even when you dont want things to happen, theres nothing you can do. nyeh, whatever happens, happens?

=)it is really weird yes? but as i sed..we cant do anything abt it. hehe nhoots im hook to indon now. Aisyah!! U for sure noe wat im talkin about kan babe? thanks to u im gettin crazier each day! lops u more babe! Mwahugs!

i haf a cute image to share..



i suka the flipflops! summer jua masih ani. aku mau! hehe ;)

new day new beginning

*sigh* shits happened. cant believe what i heard. but im trying my best to put it all aside. let bygones be bygones yes? stop saying sorry alot of times coz apparently it is annoying. how i wish sorry can turn back the time yes? so to u, its alrite. i forgive ya bt im sorry if i tak layan u as usual. 2nd chance? maybe but to be normal around u is the hardest thing to do. Frens? Yes bt it wud stick to a HI and BYE conversation.

A fren told me that "u ani wah zah! nda sampai hati kali kan nda mau cakap with ur frens. ur such a nice person and im preti sure u'll give them a 2nd chance." I hate to say this bt to sum extent the statement is so true. i hate it so much bt nyeh. Cubatah im not that nice. Mayb i can do those evil things ppl do *wishful thinkin nyamu*

nways as i sed a new day a new beginning ;)

*thump thump* my heart beats. for some reason paradise is around. me and my eyes.

*wham* i make new frens now. not exactly new. some uni ppl who i knew bt jrg ckp. now we're the pacah-est girls on earth. im beginning to love this office im in. im beginning to love July~ hehe

=)