motorolla? sony ericsson?

wic shud i pick? motorolla? or sony ericsson? is that even how u spell it?

haha i is not talkin abt the fone here. but i is talkin about somethin else.

*sigh* i think i like his sweetness, his nice nice attitude BUT im trying hard to refrain my bloody hell from layan-ing him. *sigh again* why kan?? why does it haf to be this way? *sigh again* *more sigh*

i guess its me being prasan and shits bt wth? hold on, the writings, the nice-ness, the care, the watever..dun u think this all will make u prasan as well? hehe ;) oh wells..i'll wait for the rite time =)

mwahhahaha i is crazee..i haf soo soo many many problems rte now. my crazee bespren, my hell life..hehe ohwells watever it is im is soo glad ppl around me is soo friggin nice and pacah. ;)

i is to the love2 u all! *mwah*

Xoxo

confusion

im pretty much confused rite now. apakan guys ani. they sweet pasal they frenly kah? why kan tu? they sja2 kah want to play with ppl's heart? why kan?

hehe confused jua ku tu! cana kan tu? guys ani sja2 sweet so that gurls layan them kah? den if the girl like, they just run2 away..hehe atu kah? is that how guys work nowdays? ;) hmm im more den confused now! Doofus tah banar!! sasak ku brabis! owells~

another nite another star

=D *i grin i smile i breathe i live*

another nite another star? hehe TRUE! another day another storee. He is totally the sweetest creature on earth. I think im indenial at the same time. i guess he's jes being frenly. he's definetly not into me coz he dun really noe me. yknow wat so sweet abt him? He companied me to the salon *the crowd goes awwww* ;) i like eh! He so friggin friggin completely 100% sweet!

wat more do i want kan? i noe wat i want!

i want PROVE! ;) help?

xoxo

*flutterby*

Terpesona AGAIN

*sigh* im in btween. Btween scared and terpesona ;) hehe crazee as it sounds i think im beginning to like it. BUT it is confusing at the same time. as i sed im totally in btween. Tapi siok! haha apakan tu? Whatever it is...im totally terpesona!

Its gud to haf a good morning msg as well =) *happy happy*

Xoxo im on cloud 21 *winx* FLUTTERBY eh!

Dear You

Dear bespren or shud i say x bespren.

hehe its weird calling u x bespren but i think i need to get used to it. its weird how last 2 nites ago was our last time hooking up. its weird how last 2 nites ago was our goodbyes.

thanks for being honest and trust me it sux being in this position as well. But i guess our decision is the best kan? Our last nite together was actually FUN yknow. we spent the whole day together and we went to our fav places. haha we actually went to royal regelia. wth kan? ;) Oh my! it was damn fun pulang. we had tea di atrium..we had dinner di portview. our fav places yes?

u told me that i looked so calm that nite. u told me i looked so happy knowing that, that nite wud be our last time together. trust me. u dun noe wats goin on inside. u dunno how much i cried when u drove away. u noe it sux knowing that i cannot hangout with u anymore? u noe it sux knowing that i dun haf anyone to call my besfren?

im sorry if u love me too much. i love u too yknow. this wud not go away because my love for u is strong as hell can be. u sed "bespren? we will be there for each other ok? but if i or u cant come, we noe that we will be in our hearts forever"

damn as corny as it sounds, i noe u will always be in mine.

Xoxo ;)

back again

hehe i cant help but blogging again and again. so crazee hehe ;)

pictures pictures:

my kawan2 yang i sayang =) the pacah ones. Mummy Amy, Me the talkative, Juwaidah the loud one and Dayat yang ter-amat babu pacah! hehe







=) i smile ALOT! haha Boo! My eyes is watchin u! jes u! hehe ;p wat a crazee pacah insyd jokes!

cringe but sweet ;)

isnt is nice to have a msg appear on ur fone every single nite altho its only a goodnite msg? ;) it does tuck u to bed dun u think?

it is quite cringey bt i find it damn sweet.

=) *terpesona*

i haf a feeling that im gonna watch pirates again ;) *winx*

Superman returns!

ppl ppl ppl hehe ;) i tengok superman returns already! hehe my hot boi! soo damn hot on screen! awww and u noe wats better? the company is good too! indon tah benar! i realised that i keep on repeating indon tah benar ever sinz cupid knock on my door. huhu cupid is around. *im jumpin up and down* lalalala~ u noe how it goes rite? boi finds gurl cute. gurl thinks boi is hot. they met and fall in love! haha i dunno wat im talkin about but watever it is happy moments is around the corner..aww much?

corny much mayb! hehe bt the heck. who cares kan?

*i smile more den anyone* hehe

bsyds superman returns, i tengok pirates sudah! Jonny is the coolest man alive. funny gayish but lawa. haha im never this hyper until i hangout with the pacah-est gurls on earth. "awu nyanta..andangnya tu. tuha2 ani tah ber-ulah cemani. cubatah kalau muda nda cemani nyamu" haha we dig on brunei2. we find it funny bt heck thats wat make us alive in the office! i dun care if ppl find it lame. hehe i dun care wat ppl think anymore =) dig in babeh!

even better? my malay dictionary is so helpin me now. ive been writing in malay now. wic is good yes? hehe suka eh!

i better move on now. hehe i'll go crazee later. Xoxo

21 is so hyper. she's a flutterby! *winx*

whatever happns hapns!

funny how things change in the spurr of a day. funny how one day your lovers next day your strangers. one day your bestfriends next your well known enemies, and its funny how even when you dont want things to happen, theres nothing you can do. nyeh, whatever happens, happens?

=)it is really weird yes? but as i sed..we cant do anything abt it. hehe nhoots im hook to indon now. Aisyah!! U for sure noe wat im talkin about kan babe? thanks to u im gettin crazier each day! lops u more babe! Mwahugs!

i haf a cute image to share..



i suka the flipflops! summer jua masih ani. aku mau! hehe ;)

new day new beginning

*sigh* shits happened. cant believe what i heard. but im trying my best to put it all aside. let bygones be bygones yes? stop saying sorry alot of times coz apparently it is annoying. how i wish sorry can turn back the time yes? so to u, its alrite. i forgive ya bt im sorry if i tak layan u as usual. 2nd chance? maybe but to be normal around u is the hardest thing to do. Frens? Yes bt it wud stick to a HI and BYE conversation.

A fren told me that "u ani wah zah! nda sampai hati kali kan nda mau cakap with ur frens. ur such a nice person and im preti sure u'll give them a 2nd chance." I hate to say this bt to sum extent the statement is so true. i hate it so much bt nyeh. Cubatah im not that nice. Mayb i can do those evil things ppl do *wishful thinkin nyamu*

nways as i sed a new day a new beginning ;)

*thump thump* my heart beats. for some reason paradise is around. me and my eyes.

*wham* i make new frens now. not exactly new. some uni ppl who i knew bt jrg ckp. now we're the pacah-est girls on earth. im beginning to love this office im in. im beginning to love July~ hehe

=)